Okay, so before this gets dark, let me explain.
You might think that this post is about me being obsessed with apocalypse happening.
And you are absolutely correct.
I am a very strange person when it comes to my Mind and ever since I can remember my Mind has been bored of the world we live in (apparently).
It’s just not enough and so many things are going on in so many books that this world we live in is just plain boring.
I have always loved books with apocalypse or dystopian worlds in them. There is just something attractive about new beginnings and giving a world a new order to me. I know this might sound strange but think about it …
THINK ABOUT IIIIIT!
There are so many movies and books and scripts even that say that apocalypse is possible. Don’t get me wrong, I know that a lot of people would die and we would be forced to fight each other and there would be the end of the world (or at least an Era). But something in my head is really excited for that to happen.
Sometimes I hear a plane that is a little loud or an unusual noise or a siren that doesn’t belong and the first thing that pops in my mind is: “It’s finally happening. Get ready.”
And I know it’s the weirdest thing ever and it might be because of all the books and fiction that I am surrounded with but I have dreams about it as well.
I dream of worlds where I run (sometimes with people I know, sometimes with people that I don’t know) and I have fun. There, I said it. I have fun running and figuring out how to survive and save the people that I love and to be honest the worlds that I dream of a fricking amazing!
And perhaps I have this obsession because of my dreams, I just know I have it for as long as I can remember. And it doesn’t bother me and I know that there is nothing wrong with me (I hope), it is just interesting to me that I think of this sort of thing (Maybe I am always prepared … you know … in case something DOES happen.)
Apparently, my Mind is a really bored guy and the life I live right now isn’t challenging enough for it and it needs something more. Maybe when I move at the end of this year things will be more exciting for it. I don’t know. I just thought that I would share this weirdness with everyone (maybe a shrink reads it … haha … please don’t).
Read with you later, Lara. ❤